Is it weird to wonder what it would truly be like to be in love and keep love? I’m not talking about that love-lust thing that lasts five minutes and is completely based on the physical. I would like to know what it’s like have that “connection,” that inexplicable kind of connection, when you both just “get each other”. It’s that feeling you have, when you can both sit together in silence and still be comfortable or even talk endlessly about anything. The conversational topics are never limited. It’s that feeling where the connection is strong and that person sees you for how you truly are, and loves and accepts you for all of your perfect imperfections. Ah, how nice that would be. I am not sure if I’ve truly experienced that and if I have, I have not been fortunate enough to see it, maintain it or maybe even appreciate it. It’s sad. Though, I’m glad for the love I have in my life. I have great friends and family. I do hope that someday I can have that grown-up love thing. Whatever that means. It would be great to have that inexplicable, all encompassing, real love, where we can grow old together kind of love. (Sigh) Yeah, someday.